aislin

Whoo, Christmas! I'm fighting misery, but at least I will receive material goods and money for me to purchase more material goods..

"The Producers" is coming out and that is very exciting. I wish I'd seen the original = (

Looking at the DVD collection next to me I see that there are nine movies here starting with the word "American" and Mena Suvari is in four of them.

Why am I so tired?

Carmen put the lyrics to Ani DiFranco's "Untouchable Face" in the last journal entry I read, and I thought - wow, I'm totally there. I've never heard the song, though.

And how can I update without mentioning THAT....well, I talked to him in person, and he was a zombie. He feels nothing; he thinks nothing. I mentioned a message he'd sent me and he'd forgotten all about it. Just cold. He won't admit to hating me, or being happy that I'm sad, and certainly not to feeling bad. I wish he'd just say something, ya know? Anything. As I've said, him hating me would be a thousand times better than this, because it'd make sense. This is just insulting.

Before crying again.....

I think I'd like to study abroad in Australia. They speak English, and I don't know anyone who's been to Australia.

I got into an argument with my mom about money, so now I'm back to my old job here at home. I had to ask for hours and now BAM! - 35 hours this week. They need me that much??? Oh well. At least I'm not working on the holiday.

My school emails internships to me, but they're all for Spring. If a student was going to be gone for Spring, they needed to tell the school a long time ago, so I don't get how that shit's supposed to work.