How do you get over something that's been bothering you for over 2 years?
...And that doesn't happen anymore.
I think it still effects someone. Whenever someone they love does something to them, realizes they were an asshole for the majority of the relationship, then fixes it.
I do not question a thing about this boy. I love him with all my heart and will forever. That's why I put up with a lot of shit that perhaps I "shouldn't" have.
And still, I think that while everything was happening, all the bad stuff that is, people lost respect for me for putting up with it.
And I still harbor anger. And I don't want to, because people CAN change. And they DO. I've seen it. I've felt it. I've lived it.
It's not his fault anymore, because he did something about it.
Now how do I fix it??
...And that doesn't happen anymore.
I think it still effects someone. Whenever someone they love does something to them, realizes they were an asshole for the majority of the relationship, then fixes it.
I do not question a thing about this boy. I love him with all my heart and will forever. That's why I put up with a lot of shit that perhaps I "shouldn't" have.
And still, I think that while everything was happening, all the bad stuff that is, people lost respect for me for putting up with it.
And I still harbor anger. And I don't want to, because people CAN change. And they DO. I've seen it. I've felt it. I've lived it.
It's not his fault anymore, because he did something about it.
Now how do I fix it??
I assume you've talked about it? 'cause the catharsis of that usually is a big help for me getting over things....
May do the whol write it down on a slip of paper and throw it in a fire?
I dunno... you've got a challenge there! good luck!