Well it's Friday night,
I was suppose to be off tomorrow but my stupid boss decided to call me in so I have to be at work at 3am.
So do I go get drunk tonight, I don't have to drive this time so that not a problem. and if I don't drink to much I still be able to funtion a little.
The good...
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These are things that have been inside of me for so long, that I must put then down in the form dark poetry, so that I may release myself from all hurt that lives within


To survive in this empty world has been so hard for me. How do you convince yourself to go on when the pain has gone so deep. I stand before...
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Even the best fall down sometimes,
but you must always get back up and go on.
And no matter when bad things happen in twos or threes, there is a molment of clairityand you know that everything will find a way.
We are built to survive, and be able to solve all the crisis that we face in our lives.
This is what make us...
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In the Morning


I wake to find me breathing still.
I wish that I could find a place that would free
me from the ache.
And someone who would free from my tower
where I hide to protect my heart.
I wish that I could sleep forever so that I could live
inside my dreams.
Where everything is peaceful and no ones world is
crumbling...
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So today I finally got my dsl for my computer. And because it was raining in Aneheim where I was supposed to go but couldn't i decide to install it. It is so muh better then what I had before.
I was going to take my son to Disneyland today, He hasn't be yet. I'm pretty sure he would have had fun. Oh well I'll...
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Go figure when things go bad they always go bad in threes for me.
Today fucking sucked ass.
First I lost my expensive perscription sunglasses, then at work I had over 100 calls to do recovery on, then the ignition on my car broke. God I hope tomorrow goes better.
Maybe I'll when the lotto or something. HA HA yeah right.
Shit I'll be happy...
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Have you ever felt like you were going nowhere. I mean the kids are great and my job is good. but i just feel like somethings missing.
I don't have a boyfriend, my kids dad is a dick who drives me crazy.I'm stress out all the time because he's always giving me shit about helping me out with them.
I just want someone that going...
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Hello ,
Well i survived Vegas. It was so much fun. Friday Night Was great, got A little buzz but towards the end of the night was falling asleep at the bar due to lack of sleep form the day before.
Saturday we woke up around 11 and went down to the bar at our hotel and started drinking bright and early. I was farely...
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Just wanted to Thanks To all for wishing Me A happy B-Day. On My Way To Vegas to get Drunk.. I'll Let you Know How it Goes

Hello Just wanted to say hi to everyone. Nothing new to report just hanging out with my kids and living life, and of course keeping positive. Have a one everybody
later Tiffany