aileen

so.

after having a very long conversation with my girlfriend, i have decided that i will no longer be an active model- i'm in the process of becoming ex-SG.

i know this may come as a surprise to some of you, but i want to make it clear that she's not "making" me do this- its a decision i've made with her help- my relationship with her means more than submitting new sets.

i know, and have explained to her that my "Channeling Miss Bronte" set was bought and cannot be taken off the site. i'm working on "lunch-n-ette" being removed, but if it stays, that's okay too. i think it was just the idea of me submitting new sets that bothered her, and hence upset me.

i made the decision to join SG long before i met her- when i was in the worst state of self loathing and extreme insecurity. this site and the people i've met through the site have helped me overcome that low sense of self. maybe i'm shallow for thinking so, but the compliments i received here, both for my sets and various postings, really helped me overcome that sense that i was worthless and ugly.

thank you so much to everyone who has helped me, including my photographers, my old friends who bought subscriptions just to see the pictures i'd already showed them, and to my new friends that i've met through this site. please keep in touch

love always,

Anna Aileen<3