I don't deserve all the people in my life who tolerate me.

I said yesterday I wasn't depressed. I wasn't then.

I checked my mail today and Nick had made me a CD with one song on it. "Last Song" by the Smashing Pumpkins. And he wrote me a letter.

I just cried for 20 minutes listening to the song on repeat.

What the fuck kind of person am I to hurt someone who genuinely cared about me like that?

Jesus.