I don't like the person I am. Not that I'm depressed. I just don't like me. I wouldn't be friends with me. So I'm going to do something to change it. I want to be proud of myself, and I've squandered most of my life thus far doing things that make me look at myself and think, "What the heck?" I don't expect to find a quick fix for my asshole ways, but I'll work on it.