Thursday Sep 23, 2004

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Despite all the good going on in my life right now, I am really lonely. I can't relate to anybody. I don't feel anything.

Tonight Tim came to see Nichole and I at work. I gave him the CD I burned for him because he gave me a trance mix cd last time I saw him.

I walked him back to his car, and on the way we played in the sprinklers. Then he kissed me, and he touched my face when he kissed me - which I love. He asked me out to lunch on Friday.

Work tonight went fair. I still get no help on my section. I'm nervous about the paper's future.

I wish I weren't so distressed. Because I should be happy.

I want to hang out with Jamey, Beth and Shawna tomorrow. I miss them so much.
akirali:
yeah, double posts suck

[Edited on Sep 23, 2004 2:34AM]
akirali:
You have a lot of stuff going on right now, and I don't envy the amount of stress you are under. But you should take time out and just relax. Seriously, just set aside a day to totally and completely veg out. Turn your phone off, turn your AIM off, and just relax. I know it's easier said then done, but I really think you need a day all to yourself where you dont think or worry about anything, just revel in the moment. I really think it would do you some good. Best of luck either way.

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