aikaterine

I like this place. I don't really want to go anywhere...at least not until my account expires.

Tim texted me this afternoon about the Packer game. I guess things are still going okay. I haven't scared him away yet.

I slept in his sweatshirt last night because I missed the first night we met - sleeping with his arms around me. That's weird? Probably. But the shirt smells like campfire, and so I did it anyway.

I'm sure I've pissed my good friends off lately. I've been branching out and trying to meet new people. The party on Friday was a good example of that. But I'm sure people are still mad at me because I ditched them. A few people. Friday sucked on some levels. Fred, Ben, Tom and I were all going to get together and smoke, but I decided not to because I was sick. Jamey, Beth and I were going to go to Escanaba but Jamey had a date first, then it fell through, then I decided to go to Nichole's party. Turned out to be a good decision, but I'm sure I hurt someone's feelings in the process. I guess I'm bad at being a friend. I'm so fucking tired of looking out for other people, though.

Ben Harper - Forever
Not talkin bout a year
No not three or four
I dont want that kind of forever
In my life anymore
Forever always seems
To be around when it begins
But forever never seems
To be around when it ends
So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will do
From you

People spend so much time
Every single day
Runnin round all over town
Givin their forever away
But no not me
I wont let my forever roam
And now I hope I can find
My forever a home
So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will do
From you

Like a handless clock with numbers
An infinite of time
No not the forever found
Only in the mind
Forever always seems
To be around when things begin
But forever never seems
To be around when things end
So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will do
From you