aikaterine

I have off work tomorrow. I am going to bike to Little Presque to read and swim for awhile, and then bike back in time to watch a shit load of Law and Order. I've missed that show tremendously.

I decided tonight that I want to have 4 kids. This is strange for me because when people ask me if I want kids I almost always say no. But, I want 4. I want more than 2, but I don't want a middle child syndrome kid. I also like the idea of a big, yet closeknit, family. I have two sisters and one brother. They're all married and have kids. I am not allowed to speak to my sister Alexis or her two children. My sister Melissa is mother to four beautiful children who I know very well. However, due to recent events, I am choosing to distance myself from her. I still want to interact with her kids, but after telling her 7 times that I love her and her not say anything back to me, it's best to let it go. My brother is a great person, but he's pretty into his own life. I rarely see him or his wife and son. I called him on his birthday and left him a message but that's about it. I don't speak to my aunts, uncles, or cousins on either my mom or dad's side, and both sets of grandparents are dead. My sister Melissa's four kids are my closest family besides my parents.

I don't want that for my kids. I want a lot of kids and I want them to know each other very well.

So, the no kid stance has changed.

How many, if any kids, do you want?