aikaterine

Edit: I need to preface this entry with a dedication to my best friend. My cat. He's laying on me right now and I positively love the little fucker. He pees everywhere and smells bad, but he's a beautiful creature. Always knows what to do to make me feel better. He sleeps with me every night. No offense to anyone haha , but I would totally date my cat.



Alright, on with the real point of this entry...

I feel better. Even though I sat around all of today and ate my weight in food, I've got a plan.

I've been off Weight Watchers for 4 months. Tomorrow is Monday. I'm starting tomorrow again. And I know, I know, I've tried to restart so many times in the last 4 months. But I'm going to take it slow. If I make it through tomorrow on program I'm going to fashion bug (because they have a sale and that's really the only thing I can afford) to buy a new black skirt for work. If I make through until next Monday I'm going to buy the first season of Law and Order SVU. I know this is sadly pathetic, but I need to do it and stick with it. I can't be like this my whole life, and I did so well on it the first time. I will not fucking gain it all back.

I quit in March because I was told I was being psychotic about the program and sticking to it. You know what I have to say to that? FUCK YOU. If that's what it takes to be at the weight I want to be at, then fuck all, I'm going to be psychotic until I get there.

Okay, so I'm off to work on this.