emotions suck. im sad as fuck.
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jonnywahwah:
Dont worry the British Punks will be in town next year !!! 
lazygenius:
aww you poor thing... once again, I can relate far too much... my ex and I broke up around September/October and I'm still in love with him (honestly, he's the first and only guy I've ever loved), and it's miserable... for a while there I was a complete wreck, and felt so utterly pathetic and hopeless because I was all needy and depressed and could NOT shake it no matter what... needless to say, LOTS of boozing every night for at least a month there... I don't know if this applies to your situation, but I think the reason it was so hard for me was because we thought it would be easier to get over eachother if we just didn't talk, but I noticed I started feeling slightly better once we initiated contact again and now we usually see eachother or talk pretty regularly (although he's out of town for a month and I cant talk to him, and then he comes back for a week and then goes off to the Army for like 7 months or something, so I'm gonna be heartbroken)... breaking up with someone you love is really so hard, and I wish there were something I could say to you to make it hurt a little bit less, but I know all too well that at some point it just starts to hurt slightly less over a long enough amount of time (still, I know that doesn't make the meantime any easier).... I'm still in that phase where I "know" that I don't ever want to love anyone else again because it's too painful and "nobody will ever be good enough" blah blah... you definitely lose a lot of your "zest" for living... but "this too shall pass", or so they say... you poor thing... just know that you're beautiful and lovely and such a sweet girl and you can honestly have ANY guy you wanted (but of course, you don't want anybody else?)... I'm kind of in awe of how beautiful you are [a bit envious...? 
~ ]... trust me sweetie, you have SO much potential... just take this time to be as self-centered and needy and self-indulgent as possible... "nurse your wounds", basically, and don't feel bad about it... you're entitled to it...
~ ]... trust me sweetie, you have SO much potential... just take this time to be as self-centered and needy and self-indulgent as possible... "nurse your wounds", basically, and don't feel bad about it... you're entitled to it...