aiden

hello

so i wouldn't say im happier, just calmer. on friday night i got shitfaced and put my woes on the backburner. saturday sucked too. i was hungover and was awakened by my friend playing guitar with the amp up pretty high in my tiny apartment... grr!!! the later in the day i went and visited my mom, took care of her gimpy ass. sunday was the same, took care of mom and missed out on a photo shoot

i overslept this morning, was late to work, and got bitched at by my dickhead boss. he said "things were changing" and i was no longer allowed to wear the clothes i wear everyday, i had to remove my piercings, and stop swearing. fuck man, pretty much he told me "you're life is gonna suck even more because im feeling like being an asshole." it all started b/c i told his sister (who works with us now) that i found it depressing when her brother/my boss rode my ass when things were slow. she went on to rat on me and make it seem like i hated my job and was slandering the company. fuckin bullshit. so, now he's punishing me but covering it up by saying the changes are for another reason. i can see through his bullshit lies about why i cant be myself at work.

anyway... the brownies i made last night were yummy. ghiradelli triple chocolate brownies... with milk of course! my best friend carly stopped by my pad last night and we kicked back for a couple hours. it's good to see her but it sucks at the same time cos she's all bummed out too which doesn't help me out. im supposed to be strong for her, but im weak too... ugh! whatsa girl supposed todo?

ok... gotta get back to my life-draining job... i got dinner waiting for me at home.... yummy fresh chicken grilled on our lame excuse for a balcony! hahaha its not a balcony, its the walkway upstairs!

*aiden*