aidan

Not a single day has gone by where it has hurt any less since you've left. I have cried myself to sleep every single night. It's really pathetic and stupid. I should be over it by now, but I think I feel even worse. I should be happy that you are the person you are today, and that you're able to stand up to the things that used to bring you down. I just wish I could have had that chance that I waited so patiently for throughout the last couple of years. I hate that I can't express myself enough, and that I come across as uncaring. I wish I could give more, but I gave all I had, and I just wish you knew how much I truly do care for you. If only it were enough. I would never tell you any of this because the last thing I want to do is make you feel bad. I just hope you end up happy in the end...