aidan

I think the only way I'm going to feel any better about anything, is if I start seeing someone else, too. Only problem is, I still can't imagine myself with anyone but her. I'll feel like I'm kissing the wrong set of lips. Touching the wrong skin. Stuff like that. She's doing it, though, so I feel like I should, too. I'm going to give it a shot, but I might need a few drinks, and I'm not sure if I even have any female friends who find me attractive. If I do, I may as well give them a chance, because it might be the only one they'll get.

*Takes a deep breath*

Fuck. This is all really fucking hard.