aidan

Man, life sure has taken a sudden flip-flop. It was only a couple weeks ago that my only complaint was that I was working too much, but everything else was close to perfect. Why is it when I'm feeling my best that I get slammed down the hardest? I work so hard to get to that high point and it's taken away in an instant.

I know we're on a break from eachother for a couple months, but does that mean we're supposed to stop caring about eachother? I know I won't, but I'm not sure how to feel when I tell her I miss her and she won't say it back. I'm sure she just has a lot to think about, but I kinda feel un-cared for right now. I really do miss her, though. I guess I just won't say it anymore. I'm wondering if we should just stop talking completely through this whole thing. I don't know. I sure hope she figures out whatever it is she needs to figure out soon.

Yeah yeah, whine whine, I know it. I'm venting so suck it! All this time off work is nice, but since I sit here by myself all day every day, I probably just over-think everything. I could really use some distractions.

Entertain me.