aidan

Relationships. I'm still not sure I understand them. I put so much effort into it, and don't seem to get much out of it. I think I am going to stop trying. It seems kinda pointless. She won't even let me kiss her, yet she says she still wants to be with me for some reason. I don't understand why. I guess I'll just leave her alone awhile and be patient and hopefully it'll pass. She has needed space for like three weeks now though. How much longer is this going to last? You have no idea how badly I've wanted to kiss her in the last few weeks. I very much enjoy kissing, and I'm good at it god dammit. I'm going insane here. I think it was easier when I was single, because I could just kiss anyone. I most definitely won't do that though. There is no way I could possibly cheat on her. I still find her to be extremely attractive, and I am still very much into her. She's worth waiting for. I just need to calm down. I can go without for awhile.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.


Frustrations.