aidan

I feel... weird... I don't know. I can't think of any word to describe how I feel other than "weird".
I think I'm going crazy. Every so often, I see ghost-like things in my house, and occasionally I hear whispering in my ear. I had gotten used to it over time, but now lately I see things constantly. Like right now, as I am typing this, I see something right fucking next to me. The other night I had trouble falling asleep, because I could constantly hear the whispering. I've been starting to wonder if it's all in my head, but then again, a couple people stayed the night here over the weekend, and hung out here while I was at work. When I got home, they swore there was something in my house, so it's not just me.
Also, I am in desperate need of some (living) human interaction. I have no idea what anyone's doing. No one will answer their text messages. No one's online to talk to. I've been sitting at home by myself for about 6 hours now. I wanted to go out and do something, but I didn't want to go out by myself. It's different when you're meeting someone at the bar, but when you have no idea who is where, it seems kinda pointless.
I'm starting to freak out. And I've realized, I have no one I can go to. I guess I'll have to tough this one out myself.