Will I ever find happiness? I have so many ups and downs, just a minute ago I was overjoyed to be living my life how I want, moving in the right direction and going somewhere and now I've been pulled back into being miserable I feel like I might 
and I'm sad why couldn't I be the one to just move on, have the luxury...
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and I'm sad why couldn't I be the one to just move on, have the luxury... Read More
Yesterday I had my headshots done for acting and soon enough I'll put those up too.
I'm finally doing what I want and I love it!
I'm finally doing what I want and I love it!
snarky:
yayyyyyy for you, doll.
that is sooo very exciting!
i hope all works out for you!
that is sooo very exciting!
i hope all works out for you!
I'm feeling a lot better now
padre:
Im happy to hear that!
hiro:
your pics look awesome yo, no doubt 
I have a terribly boring life, I stay up all night and sleep all day. I need to change that because I'm wasting my days when I could be doing something productive like unpacking, something I should've done when I moved back home about 2 months ago. I could also be doing my schoolwork or even job-hunting seeing since I quit the one I had....
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padre:
sounds like you're living the life
im such a hermit i envy you...
im such a hermit i envy you...
fattyfatty2x4:
You should go for a walk. I always seem to make a new friend on a walk. Or you could go skiing. I have 4 free tickets to Snowbird, burning a hole in my pocket.
Day Number 2 of 2008:
I got up this morning at 8:30ish and sat around 8:50 or so rolls around and my Mom inquires "Aren't you going to work today?" and then adds "You'd better get dressed, you're going to be late!"
I sit for a second and then tell her "No, I won't be late because I don't exactly have a job anymore." She...
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I got up this morning at 8:30ish and sat around 8:50 or so rolls around and my Mom inquires "Aren't you going to work today?" and then adds "You'd better get dressed, you're going to be late!"
I sit for a second and then tell her "No, I won't be late because I don't exactly have a job anymore." She...
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Happy New Year!!
padre:
HAPPY NEW YEAR
It's New Years Eve, today was my last day at work. I'm so happy! I'm hoping to forget all the bullshit and just start my life over at midnight tonight. Wish me luck!
padre:
you have my wishes that things get better thats for sure!
dorkiz:
Hope your new years was better than mine. 
Let me know how it went.
Let me know how it went.
So I've had a very busy past few days.
Sunday: I went snowboarding, I had a blast it was the most fun I've had in ages and i can't wait to go back even though I was sore and bruised afterwards we stopped by the Christmas Party on my Mom's side.
Monday: I had work I got to leave an hour early at...
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Sunday: I went snowboarding, I had a blast it was the most fun I've had in ages and i can't wait to go back even though I was sore and bruised afterwards we stopped by the Christmas Party on my Mom's side.
Monday: I had work I got to leave an hour early at...
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dorkiz:
Well, sounds like pretty good times. 
Going snowboarding later today, it's my first time, I'm excited! I'm going to bed now, more later.
I'm going to bed now, more later.
dorkiz:
Good luck with that. Don't hurt yourself.
fattyfatty2x4:
I hope it went well. I think I am going to enroll in UCMT in March. I'll let the army pay for it. Merry Christmas
I got out of my engagement about 5 months ago and that was so hard on me, even though he lied and cheated, etc.
I believe that everyone has a soul mate out there somewhere.. its just a matter if you want to keep looking?
A movie that I think is utterly amazing..
Dirty Love
Jenny McCarthy is in it, and that movie has helped me a lot.
Take care, darling.
PS
Its not a porn movie. haha