ahelili

I feel a lot used.
But I guess it's my own fault.
If I just let it be, If I didn't try to get it back, If I didn't respond to your calls and texts at 3 AM, If I stopped coming over and sleeping in your bed........

I probably wouldn't feel this way, I'd probably be fine by now but I didn't I made those mistakes and now I'll never know how it would've been.

I should've listened to myself when I said I needed a break that I couldn't be friends right away but I ignored it I ignored everything I even ignored the fact that you were trying to hide it from everyone. I thought it was just a phase. I was wrong.

I wish I had some answers.