I am becoming my own friend again. Unconventional happiness. Maybe I'll even get my handwriting back, finally.
"Atypical depression." According to Prozac Nation. I've never asked for an official diagnosis. It's been nothing but a haze. But recently, some clarity. I'm angry again, and at the right people. I'm sick of cowardice being mistaken for brazenness. I'm sick of people so full of themselves yet think they can be so deep, people who give five minutes' thought to the big picture before sinking back into myopia.
Everyone's either depressed and revelling in it or depressed and ignorant of it. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one bothering to help myself - save for Ben - while the rest of the people I know can't get over themselves long enough to take that long, hard look in the mirror. I look in the mirror too much, but at least I look at why.
"Atypical depression." According to Prozac Nation. I've never asked for an official diagnosis. It's been nothing but a haze. But recently, some clarity. I'm angry again, and at the right people. I'm sick of cowardice being mistaken for brazenness. I'm sick of people so full of themselves yet think they can be so deep, people who give five minutes' thought to the big picture before sinking back into myopia.
Everyone's either depressed and revelling in it or depressed and ignorant of it. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one bothering to help myself - save for Ben - while the rest of the people I know can't get over themselves long enough to take that long, hard look in the mirror. I look in the mirror too much, but at least I look at why.
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Noboy wants to find things they don't like about theyrselves.
But they know those things exists.
Alas I agree with you, we always finish alone !