agonistes_vental

It's been so long since I have spoke namongst here from words fro mthe heart and so forth.But now I ma lost within thought again,lost within the voices of spirit and heart.I am reflecting on things long ago,Remember those periods of time when you acted differently,when you denied yourself and acted that of a stranger,you lsot the voice within,well not I reflect back long ago when I tried to be someone I wasn't,but as I did so I twas because fo abuse,because of pain and suffering I endured.I remember those harsh moments when I ripped and tore at my flesh and when I wanted nothing but death.So long ago this was me broken and torn.But as I see who I was then and see the man I am today it surprises me,it shocks me and I am amazed at how I turned out to be this stitched person,one who came from hell,abuse,and pain.One who lost humanity long ago,faith in this world,but as I stand today as a creature,I am proud of those stitches for if not I would be like everyone else whom walk alone,and blind .I want you all to know that you can never forget what you are,who you are.You can be enlightened,you are beautiful,and amazing.Never forget it,remember where you cam e form for it can bring you strength and love,and also pain and suffering.You ahve a choice if you want to live either in darkness or light.I choose to live between both voids.