agonistes_vental

Overdosing two times,felt the blade of betrayal of family and tasted the fruit of lies.I've met a amazing set of people and felt the compassion from a few of them.I've opened my heart to one and within a instant I lost her to the sands' of the human mental desire for fear.I move soon to step closer to my spirutal purpose and to save my...
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Time has passed,Time has fallen away a I fall hard on deep thoughts and tasteful desires revolving around liquor and stars.I have been broken it's true.Reciently I've been ripped by my own blood.As I pick my soft pieces up to rebuild my scarred heart.I wonder what comes of this.To live a life dedicated to humanity and Spirituality I wonder at times does it always involve...
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As I sit here amongst the soft faded beliefs and fallen virtues' of Humanity.I am pulled to my feel with a one wish defeated system.As the gravel rises and spreads against my bruised knees,I sadly listen to my last revelation.Damned words spit in my ear and rip hastly at my torn heart bleeding,my last breathe lingers to accept the sadistic fate.To softly close my weakened...
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Poise for the taste of truth.Break ice for the everclear filling of fall.As another day reaches out and fills the birthing station of thoughts and emotions I must say the fire has ended but its alright.I feel burdened and somewhat empty with the minutes passing and falling into my minds eye.Coldness reaches and pulls me closer to the sun as I lay a weaked corpse...
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The winds change so fastly,the winds are cold and scorn at times of need.Restless and growning mute and blind once again from the lack of truth.Linger and burn the flames that lick at bite at your dreams and care.One again I am reformed and turned free into the wind.The feeling of peace falls into the cracks of Earths' virtue.
As I woke from one of...
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Nightwish "Amaranth"


Baptized with a perfect name
The doubting one by heart
Alone without himself

War between him and the day
Need someone to blame
In the end, little he can do alone

You believe but what you see?
You receive but what you give?

Caress the one, the never-fading
rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding...
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Pinestraw on the ground around a fallen Cherokee rose
It's got me wonderin' why those mighty winds of change must blow
Once this land was free from fences and shotguns
Back when the people killed here for food instead of fun

When the Earth was sanctified
Cherished in the red-man's eyes
Before the Cherokee rose
The Cherokee rose
The Cherokee rose

My boots sink down...
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It's been a few days since I've jumped the keyboard and harassed the vile paper with disclosed words.Hmmm,since my last leaving I must declair I have finally moved into the new apartment and settled in.But I find myself lost and confused with the sense's that rise and fall with the new tides' breeze.I feel something comming.For as my eyes grow lighter,and my dreams more violent...
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As I lay upon this cold hard floor thinking tired thoughts I only can see one that dances slowly in my mind.I have been so closed minded since her departure.I knew it would be a sad moment but I never knew it could be so hard.For as every moment ticks forward a brand new day I must sadly bow down to the world and think...
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Ninety people become infected with the H1N1 Virus(Swine Flue) and everybody wants to wear mask and gloves and reduce eating pork,but when a million people are infected with the aids virus nobody wants to wear a condom.How awkward.Show's another one of vast proxies of today.

The joy of waking up to the sounds of cars and the sounds of the enslaved human race it's quite a lovely thing to have to deal with.I am quite calm now this moment in time for since I have been in South Carolina I have heard his voice.His ailing voice hidden in the angered waves crashing into the shoreline.His howl in the night as...
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