aghori

Winter depresses some people. I dont really get depressed, just bored cause most of my activities are outdoor hobbies. And I hate staying inside. I have a ganjagarden in my backroom which keeps me occupied so I dont lose my mind.
But I really have to move outta this town. I was going to move a few months ago but my "friend" really let me...
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Winter in Finland...
It's too wet to go and blow my steams out on a mountainbike so I am slowly sinking in the finnish mood for the winter...

I am getting too complicated even for myself to handle. Like a hallucination on LSD. That is how my life is meandering around now. I cant get focused on anything...

What is happening to me...



"Hitting bottom...
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I have beet"designing" a chestpiece for my self and yesterday i got an i dea...I was playin cards with my friend... I have the SuicideGirls playing cards and I found three cards with so cool art on them...
I am including art from those cards on my chestpiece.

I'll post a picture of it in the spring to see do you recognize the SuicideGirls on...
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6 degrees of separation.
I've noticed that world is a small place. So small that everyone is connected to each other by no more than six other people. But yet so big that no one can really find any other who thinks the same way about everything. Of course, everyone is unique so in this connecting web of unque individuals I see a jewel of...
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I need a fix. I was thinking about travelling to (I guess it was in) Indonesia to that place where they reenact Via Dolorosa and the crucifiction. I want to be cupped... I want to be suspended... And I want to be crucified.

And I want to be a misfit in Finland.

I had my nipples pierced for the second time and damn it feels good. The feeling after is like high on morphine. But it's endorphine. And I love it. too bad that I cant get third barbells in my nipples. But I recommend it to everyone who is into piercings. But it has to be done by two piercers at the same moment.

I've got two therapysessions scheduled now. First to my piercer, I'm going to get vertical nipplepiercing. Both nipples ath the same moment GREAT!
And about week after that I'm going to continue my sleeve to Speedo, who really can make awesome old school tats.

and then I knew it. I am addicted to pain and music. Both of them release endorphines and other "pleasurehormones". So far the best "natural high" I got when my nipples were pierced at the same moment. Everybody should pierce their nipples!

Today I was with my friends band hanging out at the house they train in. Got a lot of inspiration to start playng instruments again. I havent been playng guitar, bassguitar of drums in a long time. But I'd need to buy guitar amnd amps and all and I have money but all saved for tattoos so I maybe have to build my own guitar...
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Saturday I have therapy again.
i.e. I'm gonna be tattooed again and I love it. And as it already has formed as a tradition : next tuesday I'm going to be pierced. Maybe I should get a new scar on my face... Again a nice landing on my face with my bike yeah, that sounds nice