Binge...
I have been drinking for two days now. Had a little sleep last night. For like 2-3 hours before I woke up to drink a bottle of beer with one sip. Then I just said to my friend who is passed out on the couch now "So I ruined this day also so its just best to continue drinking...."
I am an alcoholic, I am an addict... But for some reason I know when I MUST stop. And I always do.
I am loosely now quoting my friend : "Is this really the rest of my life, intoxication, hangovers, withdrawals and gagging"
And when I look in the mirror and ask that I don't want to answer.
I have been drinking for two days now. Had a little sleep last night. For like 2-3 hours before I woke up to drink a bottle of beer with one sip. Then I just said to my friend who is passed out on the couch now "So I ruined this day also so its just best to continue drinking...."
I am an alcoholic, I am an addict... But for some reason I know when I MUST stop. And I always do.
I am loosely now quoting my friend : "Is this really the rest of my life, intoxication, hangovers, withdrawals and gagging"
And when I look in the mirror and ask that I don't want to answer.
I can so relate to how ya feel. Addiction is lame.