aghori

Today I was with my friends band hanging out at the house they train in. Got a lot of inspiration to start playng instruments again. I havent been playng guitar, bassguitar of drums in a long time. But I'd need to buy guitar amnd amps and all and I have money but all saved for tattoos so I maybe have to build my own guitar...
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Saturday I have therapy again.
i.e. I'm gonna be tattooed again and I love it. And as it already has formed as a tradition : next tuesday I'm going to be pierced. Maybe I should get a new scar on my face... Again a nice landing on my face with my bike yeah, that sounds nice

Harvest Party!....

I had a huge crop this summer. Now I can get along through the whole winter. HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY



I Love You All.

Nice. I've had my therapy for a while aain. I had three tattoing session on three days in a row. And after a few days I had a visit to my piercer so I feel good again. I got a lot of built-up frustration out of me during tattoosessiond and a litttle bit of streching after that and I feel normal and relaxed agaib. Untense.I...
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Wow. I have to announce that... THIS SHIT ROCKS.
I love you all. I really do. It is you who perfects the day for all.

I am this happy because I can. Because I am.

Shit. My birthday is the day after tomorrow. Well I've Saved money for myself a long time so I can vanish that day. I am not really a partier. Anymore at least. Well there is a time for everything. I've gone past my raving times. Too much to look forward to. I've seen people collapse or drop dead at a few raveparties. Seeing that makes...
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I feel happy. Not only do I feel happy but I am happy. For no reason really. Nothing has changed, I'm still in constant backpain(for 16yrs now), my wrist still hurts and my eye looks like something from a cheap horrormovie. And I have this "cool" scar on my forehead healing. And now that I have no hair to cover my scar on my forehead...
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I have to do a gesture of appreciation for all those who keep their hair long or dreaded in warm or hot climates. It was this one summernight few days ago when I got fed up. I shove my head almost to a clean shave. Damn this feels nice. Now I can again understand why I kept my hair at max 5mm ten years ago....
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I travel a lot. Many times I have ended up there where I should not be right then. But mostly I've managed to avoid places I should. But I'm going on a trip again. For a few months only though. And I'm travelling to America, so I might need a little inside knowledge about where to go if i want to.... well.... I think I...
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Funny how I noticed it just now... How keen I am to small metal boxes.
I found two really nice today, I bought both of them and about 30 minutes ago it struck me: I love these things and have always loved. Nice, this new fetische of mine is not new at all.

You can put anything in there. From thoughts to small items.

I...
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Every winter I wait for the summer, because it is the short 4months that us, people in Finland, come alive. But this time I can forget the canooing trips and fishing trips and pretty much all the summer activities in Finland. It is all my fault. I had an accident with my cycle and I spent 2 weeks my face stiched together and I broke...
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When I started typing I was very angry and I had a huge point about one thing. But as I am typing I'm listening to "Portrait of an American Family"(MarilynManson..) and I got relaxed and eventually I started feeling very good and calm. It's been like 5 yrs since I last listened to this. A nice rediscovery So I deleted what I had written because...
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