It's been quite awhile since I've been on here... I just haven't had any motivation to I suppose. The most likely reason is when that stupid wench Jocelyn ripped my still beating heart from it's ususpecting home and stomped THE LIVING HELL OUT OF IT! After all the time, all the late night talks, the secrets shared, the feelings expressed, and after I told her my true feelings for her she goes back to that stupid troglodite of an ex-boyfriend....
She kept it from me too... and when she told me she gave that same old line I've heard so much in my life. If it had been someone else it would have hurt so much. I truely felt things for her I felt for no one else in my life.
It doesn't matter though, she's gone back to him and I'm depressed. Well if I want to be technical I was crushingly depressed up until last week and now I've just totally lost all initiative and drive that was left in what was shaping up to be a pathetic life anyway. I don't even want to start discussing how I feel about her right now, I myself am not even sure. Oh well, the sun will rise again......
I'm tired of this subject, peace out, I'll update soon.
P.S. If you're ever in Casa Grande, Arizona, go to the Safeway and give Jocelyn Long a glare. Feel free call her a name too!
She kept it from me too... and when she told me she gave that same old line I've heard so much in my life. If it had been someone else it would have hurt so much. I truely felt things for her I felt for no one else in my life.
It doesn't matter though, she's gone back to him and I'm depressed. Well if I want to be technical I was crushingly depressed up until last week and now I've just totally lost all initiative and drive that was left in what was shaping up to be a pathetic life anyway. I don't even want to start discussing how I feel about her right now, I myself am not even sure. Oh well, the sun will rise again......
I'm tired of this subject, peace out, I'll update soon.
P.S. If you're ever in Casa Grande, Arizona, go to the Safeway and give Jocelyn Long a glare. Feel free call her a name too!
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thedarkness:
I will give her a piece of my mind also dude.
_stella_:
Oh please believe me I'd ruin her day. Fucking relationships suck so bad. But like you said, the sun will rise again. And things will get better. You are gonna find a girl who is smart enough to carpe diem and be with you, the right guy instead of goin back to an old habit that feels comfortable. I'll be the first to tell you girls are FUCKING RETARDED and we tend not to learn from our mistakes when it comes to boys. But one day she'll realize what she lost in you and then seh'll come crawling back but you'll be gone, you will have found that someone who you truly deserve. Just try to keep that in mind sweetie, I hope the wounds heal soon. 