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Tuesday Jun 21, 2005

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So I am sitting in my usual perch... in front of my computer at the end of my bed in my hole in the ground apartment. It is fairly relaxing to be doing so, but that may be the result of the large glass of Jaegar and Vernors (my second) sitting in front of me.

It has been a long weekend. Granted, it is now tuesday, but I long ago started wrapping mondays into being a sort of "easing out of it" part of my weekend. If you have never done this you should start, it really makes things alot more pleasant. So now as it passes into Wednesday, a wonderfully deranged Summer Solstice, I am finally taking a moment to reflect on the last few days and actually try to figure out whether life is wonderful or if I flat out suck at it.

[This is the part I edited out to spare myself the realization that I can work myself into a state I dont like. Self Censorship fucking rules]

Wow I just rambled alot and I feel way better. It could be the Jaegar (now three glasses gone and another dying) but it could also be the release of everything. If you are still reading this you are crazy, my life cannot possibly be this interesting to you. But thanks and hopefully you got something out of it.

Agent.
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mistressvamp:
Ok for one thing I would really just like to hug
you right now. smile And know your not alone my whole life is overwhelming right now, and I would like nothing more than to crawl into a dark whole and stay there.

Hey you could come be my room mate and we
could be overwhelmed together. It sounds like your room mate sucks as much as mine does. I am soooo way cooler. LOL biggrin

Hope you have a good day smile
Jun 22, 2005
agentofoblivion:
I love commenting in my own journal, its so dirty feeling.

I just got confirmation that my roomate is going to bail. He is going to keep paying me rent it seems, but I will probably have to scrap the internet. I dont know how long its going to be, but it will inevitably happen soon.

Ben
Jun 22, 2005

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