Fridays can be strange, and this one was no exception.
I went to a district meeting today with about 1200 home depot managers, was singled out and praised for wearing my top hat, and got to speak in front of a large crowd for about a half hour just because of it. I love that sort of spot light attention. Being in front of crowds is fun, especially when they are really paying attention to you.
In the late afternoon I exchanged texts with someone, I am not sure who, that has found out via someone else that I am moving. Unfortunately their number was not in my phone, probably because they have not called me since I switched phones, but I am sometimes too damn stubborn to ask who the hell it is. So I had the discussion and I hope it wasnt one of you, but if any of you know who it was I wouldnt mind being tipped off.
I went to a poker game tonight and played terrible. It just was not my night I guess. Exchanged texts with Lolizzo in usual late evening fashion then stopped off to see my cousin on my way home. She is the first person from my family I have told I am moving, so I now better get on top of telling the rest of them. We had a few drinks and talked shit about everything from amassing wealth for the purpose of destroying the masses to the downsides of having a vagina (which were listed as infections, periods, shaving and people always trying to stick stuff inside it) and I decided that I am happy with my gender status. Then I went home, because I was not drunk enough for said conversation, and now I sit crafting a journal entry between jotting lines in my someday to be complete novel and reading random excerpts from william burroughs.
It is time for bed I think. Good night cruel world, and all the people that live in it.
I went to a district meeting today with about 1200 home depot managers, was singled out and praised for wearing my top hat, and got to speak in front of a large crowd for about a half hour just because of it. I love that sort of spot light attention. Being in front of crowds is fun, especially when they are really paying attention to you.
In the late afternoon I exchanged texts with someone, I am not sure who, that has found out via someone else that I am moving. Unfortunately their number was not in my phone, probably because they have not called me since I switched phones, but I am sometimes too damn stubborn to ask who the hell it is. So I had the discussion and I hope it wasnt one of you, but if any of you know who it was I wouldnt mind being tipped off.
I went to a poker game tonight and played terrible. It just was not my night I guess. Exchanged texts with Lolizzo in usual late evening fashion then stopped off to see my cousin on my way home. She is the first person from my family I have told I am moving, so I now better get on top of telling the rest of them. We had a few drinks and talked shit about everything from amassing wealth for the purpose of destroying the masses to the downsides of having a vagina (which were listed as infections, periods, shaving and people always trying to stick stuff inside it) and I decided that I am happy with my gender status. Then I went home, because I was not drunk enough for said conversation, and now I sit crafting a journal entry between jotting lines in my someday to be complete novel and reading random excerpts from william burroughs.
It is time for bed I think. Good night cruel world, and all the people that live in it.
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I have been actually thinking of moving back to Germany. Spend another 4 years out there. Hell, maybe just live out there.
btw I was not the person, either.