Peering Back From the Darkness You Fear
I am in such a strange mood. Madly in love with myself, I have abandoned all of the ferocity and aggression I have been dwelling in for a soft reflection of my dead inner child. I have a black eye, and its pretty swollen. It does not matter where it came from, that I got it at a...
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I am in such a strange mood. Madly in love with myself, I have abandoned all of the ferocity and aggression I have been dwelling in for a soft reflection of my dead inner child. I have a black eye, and its pretty swollen. It does not matter where it came from, that I got it at a...
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So much to say and so little time.
For those of you wondering, my internet was down for two weeks and I just got it back up.
The cd exchange thing was amazing... I love you all.
I will update hardcore tomorrow. But in the mean time I am getting ready to head out to go see SOILENT GREEN for the first time in my...
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For those of you wondering, my internet was down for two weeks and I just got it back up.
The cd exchange thing was amazing... I love you all.
I will update hardcore tomorrow. But in the mean time I am getting ready to head out to go see SOILENT GREEN for the first time in my...
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mistressvamp:
Awww Thank you dear. 
And may I say YAY!!!! your back. I missed
you of course. Good to hear from ya.
And may I say YAY!!!! your back. I missed
you of course. Good to hear from ya.
a_vanity:
the pirate worked!
ARR MATEY!
the pirate worked!
ARR MATEY!
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kellyjanice:
it was so great to meet you
eireann:
Ok. We need to have a discussion.
You live in Waterford. I've never met you.
Why is this?
You met my roomie last night.
Hope to see you at an event sooonnnnn.
Eireann
You live in Waterford. I've never met you.
Why is this?
You met my roomie last night.
Hope to see you at an event sooonnnnn.
Eireann
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hungryherbivore:
You going to RIW tomarrow? Hear any updates on judges etc?
Nick and I are going to show up, its hard to turn down a $10 buck event.
As for Origins, I'm kinda taggin on with Nick, and they all ready have there hotel shit ironed out. Sorry couldn't help lower the cost any more.
I really should start putting together a deck for tomorrow... but maybe I need to play some Wolfenstein first.
Nick and I are going to show up, its hard to turn down a $10 buck event.
As for Origins, I'm kinda taggin on with Nick, and they all ready have there hotel shit ironed out. Sorry couldn't help lower the cost any more.
I really should start putting together a deck for tomorrow... but maybe I need to play some Wolfenstein first.
hungryherbivore:
Nick pulled 2ed at gencon vintage event, hopefully he can ride the high and pull type 1 this time. I will be playing doomsday which is a bit of a gamble but with Canadians and you gone should make the match ups much easier.
Well I have managed to continue to pursue oblivion... another night, any way I could. Last night involved a handful of people that may or may not still be my friends, alot of alcohol, a hotel room, a hot tub, fighting, shaving, and all sorts of discussion about my inner darkness.
I am indeed an agent of oblivion. It deeply pains me that one of...
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I am indeed an agent of oblivion. It deeply pains me that one of...
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hopey:
Well, thanks!
Hopey props are always welcome.
Your "gets me hot" is kind of hot
I am NOT tiny.
Hopey props are always welcome.
Your "gets me hot" is kind of hot
I am NOT tiny.
hopey:
so yeah, i have had guys bitch about the riding. One got a pelvic bruise and didn't bitch. One got no bruises, but bitched about how pain makes him get soft. I didn't like that.............lame. He is the one i told to shut up.
it's late where you are.
it's late where you are.
This is something I wrote a few years ago that has an ugly overtone that reflects what little sense of humor I am willing to share. Hope you enjoy.
Lover
You are the earth beneath me in death
The caress of a coffin after my last breath
A lover in macabre reflection
A molester as I remain beyond resurrection
The cold tongue of time licks...
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Lover
You are the earth beneath me in death
The caress of a coffin after my last breath
A lover in macabre reflection
A molester as I remain beyond resurrection
The cold tongue of time licks...
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mistressvamp:
LOVE IT, beautiful. 
hungryherbivore:
Fuckey Fuck Fuck Fuck...
I have class on the 9th. I thought the 9th was a Sunday, and I all ready had plans to go to the Cleveland event. Organizers need to have all there shit on saturday.
Nick the guy that came with me to the last event came in second at Origins... shitty part is second doesn't get any byes
Is top 8 ever going to get posted for that freekin event? Jezzzz I allready bitched amout the event so im not going to bitch again to him about a T8 deck post
I have class on the 9th. I thought the 9th was a Sunday, and I all ready had plans to go to the Cleveland event. Organizers need to have all there shit on saturday.
Nick the guy that came with me to the last event came in second at Origins... shitty part is second doesn't get any byes
Is top 8 ever going to get posted for that freekin event? Jezzzz I allready bitched amout the event so im not going to bitch again to him about a T8 deck post
Well its the morning after a late night of drinking. How do I feel? Pretty good overall, except that my truck is parked over at my friend Rachel's and I now have to come up with a way to go get it.
I went to what was supposed to be a party yesterday afternoon and my only salvation was the bottle of Jim Beam that...
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I went to what was supposed to be a party yesterday afternoon and my only salvation was the bottle of Jim Beam that...
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I want to share something I wrote a long time ago that has alot of bearing on my life right now. I grew up without a father and every "father figure" that I had in my life was a complete fucking reject. I did however have my grandfather, and though he wasnt around a ton he was the one male influence in my younger days...
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mistressvamp:
WOW, Hunny I just looked at all your work, and it's amazing. Rape of Venus, and Eternity of Storms are my favorite, but they're all soooo good. I'm in awe. I can't wait to read more so don't stop writing any time soon.
And the poem you put in your journal is equally amazing, you give me chills.
HAPPY FIREWORKS DAY!!!!
Hope you weekend went well.
And the poem you put in your journal is equally amazing, you give me chills.
HAPPY FIREWORKS DAY!!!!
Hope you weekend went well.
mistressvamp:
Glad you had a great weekend. Nice that you have such good friends. Have a fun night, and I hope you get to see your daughter soon. 
Counting the seconds till I can read more.
Hugs and Kisses
Counting the seconds till I can read more.
Hugs and Kisses
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mistressvamp:
Well I'm glad your going to start writing again
I can't wait to read more.
And I agree I thrive in my darkness I think I would go into seizures if I was surrounded by and or "HAPPY" LOL My darkness and pain and everything else I deal and or delt with makes me the person that I am. And as far as I'm concerned thats fine by me.
These so called happy people can kiss my ass. LOL
Have a great weekend.
[Edited on Jul 01, 2005 7:22AM]
I can't wait to read more.
And I agree I thrive in my darkness I think I would go into seizures if I was surrounded by and or "HAPPY" LOL
My darkness and pain and everything else I deal and or delt with makes me the person that I am. And as far as I'm concerned thats fine by me.
These so called happy people can kiss my ass. LOL
Have a great weekend.
[Edited on Jul 01, 2005 7:22AM]
neuroticanne:
That was beautiful! Thanks for sharing that with us.
Yesterday was Sounds of the Underground.
I got there in time to miss two bands that I didnt know who were in the first place. I caught the last two songs of a band called The Red Chord and noticed instantly that the volume on the mics was way too low. I jumped right in to test the pit and saw a mixture of dancing...
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I got there in time to miss two bands that I didnt know who were in the first place. I caught the last two songs of a band called The Red Chord and noticed instantly that the volume on the mics was way too low. I jumped right in to test the pit and saw a mixture of dancing...
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annalee:
Wow thats lucky to hear one of the new Opeth songs! Im jelous! Wish they were going to play here, that sucks! 
Its Friday morning and I have two work in about two hours. I am not looking forward to it because I have this lingering fear that there will be a strange confrontation. Oh well.
I have a busy weekend ahead of me. I am going to see land of the dead tonight. I have been waiting for this for a while and I am a...
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I have a busy weekend ahead of me. I am going to see land of the dead tonight. I have been waiting for this for a while and I am a...
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hungryherbivore:
I polished off 9 beers yesterday... so ya, I just got around to put my deck together today for tomorrow...
I'm sure I it would have been better if I would have waited until 10am sunday to fuck with it all...
See ya in a bit...
Some day we will start team SG.. They can sponsor booze and entry to SSG & all the big cons. We may lose, but were sponsored by a porn site.
I'm sure I it would have been better if I would have waited until 10am sunday to fuck with it all...
See ya in a bit...
Some day we will start team SG.. They can sponsor booze and entry to SSG & all the big cons. We may lose, but were sponsored by a porn site.
vrulovwrath:
You have Deicide 2 times in your favorite bands 
I have the worst hang over I have ever had. I feel like hell and I have to work today. I drank too much and talked too much last night, funny how that happens. I will find out today hopefully how much damage I did.
Okay trying to motivate myself to get ready without puking... I have never puked from drinking and I am not...
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Okay trying to motivate myself to get ready without puking... I have never puked from drinking and I am not...
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annalee:
Yeah I love frankenstine, its really sad though too. I love all the machines and stuff in the films. Sorry you didnt get to be the monster! 
I havent really listened to pro-pain but I'll try and check them out when I get some time. Im really looking forward to the new Opeth cause I think its going to be kind of black metal which should be awsome. Im mad with them though because they're not doing any dates in Scotland this tour only in England and its so far to travel Anyway hope you're well and that your hangover fades soon
I havent really listened to pro-pain but I'll try and check them out when I get some time. Im really looking forward to the new Opeth cause I think its going to be kind of black metal which should be awsome. Im mad with them though because they're not doing any dates in Scotland this tour only in England and its so far to travel Anyway hope you're well and that your hangover fades soon
Okay, thats hot.
Im so happy that u liked my cd. I didnt think many would. Ive been listening to yours. I really like the Agents of Oblivion song followed by the Deadboy song. And I really the Amber Asylum song too, thats so me and such a beautiful song.
Black eyes are no fun. Sorry to hear that.
I neeeeeeed to go see that movie!! You are getting chicks to take you? HOT! Wish i had someone to take me to the movies.
Glad you are back, my thread was lonely.