I am SO done with this shit.
Fuck you. Fuck love. Fuck her. Fuck them. Fuck this. Fuck art. Fuck me.......*sigh. Fuck it all. I can't believe some of the shit people will say and do. It makes no fucking sense. They say they "love" you? I mean come on. What the fuck kind of love can you have for someone that you can't tell them the truth? Especially, ESPECIALLY regarding their identity. It doesn't make any fucking sense. However, sadly, there is a part inside me that tries to nurture the hope that the email I got from "her" was really from someone else. That the person I love really is who she says she is. I don't know why. I just....misss her. Sigh....I have to go. Icant see the screen anymore.
Fuck you. Fuck love. Fuck her. Fuck them. Fuck this. Fuck art. Fuck me.......*sigh. Fuck it all. I can't believe some of the shit people will say and do. It makes no fucking sense. They say they "love" you? I mean come on. What the fuck kind of love can you have for someone that you can't tell them the truth? Especially, ESPECIALLY regarding their identity. It doesn't make any fucking sense. However, sadly, there is a part inside me that tries to nurture the hope that the email I got from "her" was really from someone else. That the person I love really is who she says she is. I don't know why. I just....misss her. Sigh....I have to go. Icant see the screen anymore.
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agemoruoy:
Oh, I know I am not alone in my feelings and my current state. It would be ignorant to assume otherwise. But yes, I have grown bitter and cold as well. Thank you for the comment. (DA, force of habit) lol. Later.
cassiopeia:
Yeah for journals. You took my advice. That's so cute. What's not cute is the contents of your journal. It makes me sad that you're sad. 
I hope things get better for you. If you need someone to talk to, I'm on yahoo most of the time... I'm just usually invisible. 
I hope things get better for you. If you need someone to talk to, I'm on yahoo most of the time... I'm just usually invisible.