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*cough*
Ok, well... eventfull weekend, all in all.

Ill start, *cough* with last night... Got back home about 3pm Saturday day, knackered and cold so, in all my wisdom, decied to get pissed. Sent Si round to the offie' for a beer run... The ejit came back with a bottle of vodka, Lemonade, Pringles, Strongbow, a Boost bar and a bottle of fuckin' Cherry! Being one who just wont let alcohol go to waste, we polished off the lot while watching The Phantom Menace... Which is, quite rightly Tim, utter shite. Still, thats the only Star Wars film Ive actully seen (I know, point a laugh!) *cough* We then went out to Brum, completely tanked, got on the bus, threw the empty vodka bottle at the abusive chav's on the bus, got off the bus, circled Toys 'R' Us to avoid the police and went straight into the Academy. Now bear with me, cus this is where it all got a little hazy. I know we kept drinking and I know at some point Si break danced I took alot of speed and at some point *cough* was discovered by my mate Leigh licking the remainding out of the bottom of the bag Then I cant remember much... Until about 5 minutes before the end I danced to 'Walk' by Pantera. Then I woke up at home, totally soba and freezing cold!? I had a bad dream ...was the first time ive cried in quite a while.

Friday *cough* was, slightly more tame in comparison. Played a small secret gig in Northampton after a ridiculous amount of coaksing and convinsing. Wasnt the greatest of venues but when we turned up the queue was silly long and when everyone finally got in it was packed to the friggin' rafters. Loud noise insued aswell as exessive drinking, drugs and flying shoes . We had to stop after the first song as the whole place errupted and 6 people had to be carried out. Didnt think my opening words : Fuck this, fuck it lets go fight would cause so much of a riot, you live and learn I guess, lol. To be honest I was totally shitting it, but suprisingly my voice held out for longer than I thought it would, and even got to finish the set with an inpromptue (kinda) a new song (below). First time we'ld played it live... It was awsome. *cough*


"Hatred"

You keep on accusing me
Of making your life misery
But if that's not abusing me, what isn't
You wanna be my friend, well it's too late
My love for you has turned to hate
And I think that it's a permanent condition
You say you wanna make the peace
Smile and turn the other cheek
I can't put myself in such a weak position
Now I'm willing to accept this fate
You and me just can't cohabitate
We agree to hate and that's our last decision

Hatred, hatred
Is the only thing that keeps us together
Hatred, hatred
Is the only thing that lasts forever

Driven by hate, driven by hate
Driven by hate, driven by hate
ON the surface I'm a mild-mannered person
That's until you scratch the animal inside
Then you bring out all my animal aggression
I gotta hatred for you that is never gonna die
Driven to hate, driven to hate
Driven to hate, driven to hate

While races try to integrate
Nations try to gravitate
Towards equal rights, regardless of religion
Politicians might decree
For the sake of all humanity
Love and peace instead of a collision
You and me accept reality
There's no way that we can agree
The world can't make us alter this position
At least you and I know where we stand
We can't be friends, walk hand in hand
My hostility for you defies description

Driven by hate, driven by hate
Driven by hate, driven by hate
Hate's the only thing we have in common
There's no escape, we'll always be this way
So we might as well just learn to live together
'Cos we're gonna be this way till our dying day
Driven by hate, driven by hate
Driven by hate, driven by hate

If you keep on putting me down
Rub my name into the ground
I'll drag the dirt all over town about you
And if you spread the filth on me
I'll only have one remedy
I'll spill the beans, you'll see I've got a mouth, too

Yeah, hatred
Your attitude is downright rude
Your jokes appall me, they're so crude
Why don't you just drop dead and don't recover
I'm the mirror to your mood
You hate me and I hate you
So at least we understand each other
Hatred, hatred is the only thing that lasts, what is it?
Hatred, hatred

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Yes, yes I know its changed...
... Im just trying to annoy you all now... hell, angry comments are better than no comments!