MASSIVE THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 
I love you all and aprechiate it SO much you wouldnt belive!!
On the whole the day was shit.
Well, all of it was shit really. Depressingly shit.
I dont get my hopes up for anything anymore, esspecially birthdays, given the track record it would be stupid to. But I thought 21 might have been different...
Yeah, no.
Same shit, different day. Nothing special, no landmark event no turning point in my life... any of the cliches. Nothingness.
I really wanted to cry, I truely did.
On a better note, im gonna try and get down to stay with Nadine, Fanny etc on Friday. Im really looking forward to it and really trying not to get my hopes up in the slightest because I know something will ruin it.
I can garentee it.
Sometimes I wander why I bother to inhale anymore
I love you all and aprechiate it SO much you wouldnt belive!!
On the whole the day was shit.
Well, all of it was shit really. Depressingly shit.
I dont get my hopes up for anything anymore, esspecially birthdays, given the track record it would be stupid to. But I thought 21 might have been different...
Yeah, no.
Same shit, different day. Nothing special, no landmark event no turning point in my life... any of the cliches. Nothingness.
I really wanted to cry, I truely did.
On a better note, im gonna try and get down to stay with Nadine, Fanny etc on Friday. Im really looking forward to it and really trying not to get my hopes up in the slightest because I know something will ruin it.
I can garentee it.
Sometimes I wander why I bother to inhale anymore
Did you have fun with Nadine, Fanny etc?