Ok, ok my last entry was a bit vauge. 
Hmmmm...is it just me or does that make it sound like im bad in bed...?
Anyway, yeah, Ild been drinking red wine and JD (no, not at the same time) so I was a little sauced
Either way, yup im going back to NY after our last gig on the 7th. Only for a few days. Gotta get away from...I dunno, everywhere...? I thought I was feeling better about everything and nothing (if that makes sence) but a few nights ago I was lying in bed and broke down. Im not even sure why. 
Its going up and down like a fuckin' roller coster at the min. One second ill be content (within reason) and laughing, the next, ill be manicly depressed.
This is the 5th night I havent slept. I think I drifted off last night because I woke up between my wardrobe and my radiator. Well, im not sure if I actully woke up. I remember sitting there shivering, but not remembering how or why I got there. Its so frustrating because I cant describe it
It got to the point where I head butted the radiator to knock myself out.
Contary to popular belief, this does work. Not brilliantly, but its works none the less. Ive got a split eyebrow and a Jay's face shaped stain on the floor to prove it. Well, ive got 2 split eyebrows, but thats a different story.
So, in other news ive done bugger all this week. Ah, tell a lie, yesterday the weather was fuckin excelent, bright and clear but cold enough to see our breath. So we finally got round to filming a new music vid. It should look tip top, we just have to get the footage ripped onto a dv format because we filmed it on 16mm. We did it all in an old ruined house about 20 miles from where I live. We wanted to get it done by the end of this month because we were told it was being knocked down in the new year. So I guess thats one thing thats gone alright ...finally. Other than that, ive done nothing...Its depressing. There aint really any other news. Oh, Nadine if you still want your tat ive got cash? No worries.
Oh yeah, I burnt my ear with hair straighteners at the weekend too. Its not funny!
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"BlackHeartedBlues" (unfinished)
Yeah_____
We'ld have a converastion,
but theres a hole in the goddamn wall!
You've got everything to die for.
You've got everything in the world.
Yeah.
Come'on listen to reason.
Theres a hole in the wall.
You've got a lot to die for.
This is what im saying!
Hmmmm...is it just me or does that make it sound like im bad in bed...?
Anyway, yeah, Ild been drinking red wine and JD (no, not at the same time) so I was a little sauced
Either way, yup im going back to NY after our last gig on the 7th. Only for a few days. Gotta get away from...I dunno, everywhere...? I thought I was feeling better about everything and nothing (if that makes sence) but a few nights ago I was lying in bed and broke down. Im not even sure why. Its going up and down like a fuckin' roller coster at the min. One second ill be content (within reason) and laughing, the next, ill be manicly depressed.
This is the 5th night I havent slept. I think I drifted off last night because I woke up between my wardrobe and my radiator. Well, im not sure if I actully woke up. I remember sitting there shivering, but not remembering how or why I got there. Its so frustrating because I cant describe it
It got to the point where I head butted the radiator to knock myself out.
Contary to popular belief, this does work. Not brilliantly, but its works none the less. Ive got a split eyebrow and a Jay's face shaped stain on the floor to prove it. Well, ive got 2 split eyebrows, but thats a different story.
So, in other news ive done bugger all this week. Ah, tell a lie, yesterday the weather was fuckin excelent, bright and clear but cold enough to see our breath. So we finally got round to filming a new music vid. It should look tip top, we just have to get the footage ripped onto a dv format because we filmed it on 16mm. We did it all in an old ruined house about 20 miles from where I live. We wanted to get it done by the end of this month because we were told it was being knocked down in the new year. So I guess thats one thing thats gone alright
...finally. Other than that, ive done nothing...Its depressing. There aint really any other news. Oh, Nadine if you still want your tat ive got cash? No worries.
Oh yeah, I burnt my ear with hair straighteners at the weekend too.
Its not funny!
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"BlackHeartedBlues" (unfinished)
Yeah_____
We'ld have a converastion,
but theres a hole in the goddamn wall!
You've got everything to die for.
You've got everything in the world.
Yeah.
Come'on listen to reason.
Theres a hole in the wall.
You've got a lot to die for.
This is what im saying!
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sooooooooooo cute x
jay,
just thought i'd come and see you play, love kitts.
twas way odd