AHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhh!...
Ok, before I start rantting, as per usual just wanna say a BIG 'Hi' toAkemi It was really cool to meet you! Sorry I was wasted!
Ok, so where do I start?... The 5 1/2 hour journey down to Brighton? How shit British rail are? My fucked throat? Being stuck out in the cold for 4 hours? Or the big fuck off fight to end all fights between the band as we were leaving?
Either way, Im in a shitty mood!
<I mean look!
Now I must really come across as such a misirible git. Im really not. So please dont think that. I just moan my ass off on here because noone else will listen to me.
Im not even gonna bother going into the whole fight that took place. I dont even wanna think about it.
On 2 slightly lighter notes:
My ex went out to where I usually go on a Sat. With her new boyfriend, just to try and rub salt in the wound. Luckyly I wasnt there, and even better, the stupid cunts got thrown out by 12
Oh, wow! Thats the most ive smiled in a long time
Heres some new lyrics from a lil side project I started a while ago. Its abit different to most of the stuff I do, but its better than a kick in the nuts. We've recorded a shitty lil demo, so if anyone wants its just let me now
new untiled song (original lyrics):
"I died and tried to get away from you.
This love only went one way,
I only wanted to see you feel real low.
Is that the only way to choke it all out?
Cant fuckin' see now
So take the heat off now.
Now, right now!
Noway. Now!
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Your words broke something in my chest
Stop this now
I cant take much more
And when I try to keep my pride
All the words fall
Right from my mouth
Noway, no!
The reason that Im here with you...
The reason that I loved you...
So softly... Softly
Are you gonna see me off?
You never came to see me off.
Never. To. Return.
And your reasons...
Were hid behind your youth.
Softly.
Will you come down?
Would you feel close to me?
If I told you what you wanted to hear?
Running from me (x2)
You fall.
All my anger wells up,
Noone hears a word I said
Its not my time to die
Will you come down?
Wont you come down?
Come back down,
and lay...
those...
flowers upon my grave?
Beacuse I was in love with you.
The reason Im yet to prove.
Softly?
Im not gonna watch over you!"
love you all
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dont dwell on the x, thats something that shoul dpass you by becuase yourbetter than that and you dont need to stoop to her level!!
end of story!!
thanki for such a good night- it was ok that you were shit faced, im just glade you got home safe- i was sssssssssooooo worried about you
Me and jase got started on by a load of townies on the way to the bus stop who wanted to bet up jase for no fucking reason- so i punched one of them in the face and they ran away like fucking pussies rhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaggggggggg
So why did everyone get pissed off (AGAIN) they seemed fine when i was there???
oh well speak soon beautiful- we will have to meet up again, it was a fucking laugh- ohhhhh i have a big bump on my head thanks to you mr. i think i wacked it on the merch desk when we were tickling
love you