Yesterday I sat against the side of my bed staring out the window at a miserable, grey sky for over an hour.
Ive just lost all hope
My life's going nowhere and everything thats happened has got me so down that I cant see the point in even trying anymore. Ive applied for every job I can find and written countless letters but only 3 fuckin' places have even got back to me, (just to tell me that my application was denied)! Ive applied for courses, to try and improve my options but through one thing or another they havent gone ahead.
I just want to get away from this miserable fuckin country. I hate everything about it.
Im fed up, depressed and on the brink of doing something very stupid.
I just cant take it anymore.
Ive just lost all hope
My life's going nowhere and everything thats happened has got me so down that I cant see the point in even trying anymore. Ive applied for every job I can find and written countless letters but only 3 fuckin' places have even got back to me, (just to tell me that my application was denied)! Ive applied for courses, to try and improve my options but through one thing or another they havent gone ahead.
I just want to get away from this miserable fuckin country. I hate everything about it.
Im fed up, depressed and on the brink of doing something very stupid.
I just cant take it anymore.
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My heart goes out to you. The world is a better place with you in it and I truly believe that. You make my world a better place and I am looking forward to the day we get to share a beer. Do not disppoint me on that issue.