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You know when you have to let someone go because you know it would be too painful if you didnt?











Boy that sucks

This has got to be the only country where you can;

*Film yourself random assaulting strangers... (14 months!?!?)

*Steal a car and kill someone... (12 weeks!?!?)

*Rape a child... (2 years!?!?)

then

*Tie a defenceless animal to a tree and burn it to death. (6 months!?!?)

...and get out before the next world cup final... Hell, if you're lucky, which no doubt you will be,...
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Hugs...



...need...



...hugs...

New low...

You know when you think you mite see something on the horizon...
Something that could really make you happy?...
Then you find out its never going to happen...



...first time Ive cried in a while...

I hate the way things always turn out

Put a gun against my head and paint the walls with my brains...

Good xmas?...

Actually, dont tell, I couldnt really care less.
Dont get me wrong, I hope it was great and Im not being cruel, mine was pretty crap, as usual. But I cant do anything about it now, so fuck it. Besides, yesterday 3 kids were found alone in their house after they're mom died. She hit her head after falling from a ladder reaching...
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It has to be said, at the moment Im looking astonishingly white trash.
Im crashed out on my bed watching Nightmare on Elm Street 2, in a check shirt, aviator shades and odd socks, eating pop tarts, drinking Stella and Jim Beam (no, not together) out of the bottle and chocking away on a pack of Luckies.

Ill rewind a bit

Well the majority weeks...
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7am: Wake up and get ready for work.


1.15pm: Find a dead body.


5.30pm Get back from work.





Addition: Ok, ok, that proberly was'nt fair dropping that bombshell, then not explaining. So...

Firstly, and weirdly I dont know my exact job title. I know that sounds stupid, but I was on the notion of; "You're giving me a job and a car!? Sweet, where do...
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Firstly; I hate you all!!!

Ok, thats a little vague, Ill revise...

I hate you Faye and all you wankers who responded to her bloody journal...

In response to said journal entry, my mobile is temporarally out of action as Ive broke it a week or two back, and being as thats the only camera Ive got, you'll either have to come to my house...
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Yay, last night of the tour baby! I'm tired and I want my bed... ...Christ knows why actually, tour bus bunks are strangely comfortable. I've had some pretty good nights kip over the last couple of weeks actually. Though, the other night I had a really strange dream involving Quinne... no, not a dirty one (for once) before you ask! We were trying to...
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Yesterday I sat against the side of my bed staring out the window at a miserable, grey sky for over an hour.

Ive just lost all hope My life's going nowhere and everything thats happened has got me so down that I cant see the point in even trying anymore. Ive applied for every job I can find and written countless letters but only 3...
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