Great night last night. 
Finally met Fanny ...who was, by the way, smaller than I imagined (and feistier) but none the less totally adorible ... so there you go 
Anyway, also met up with Frankie , Cinderella (who stole my hat, grrrrr!)
, Abortion along with Matt and a few other people... Drinking insued... Falling down was a result. I think a good night was...
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Finally met Fanny ...who was, by the way, smaller than I imagined (and feistier) but none the less totally adorible ... so there you go
Anyway, also met up with Frankie , Cinderella (who stole my hat, grrrrr!)
, Abortion along with Matt and a few other people... Drinking insued... Falling down was a result. I think a good night was... Read More
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It pains me to say it but I hate her SO much.
Everythings changed... I used to be understanding towards what happened, hell I would have still given my life for you, (that may sound a little rash, but thats how I felt) but over the last week all thats just fizzled off into pure fuckin' hatred. In general, this whole fuckin' months been a...
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Everythings changed... I used to be understanding towards what happened, hell I would have still given my life for you, (that may sound a little rash, but thats how I felt) but over the last week all thats just fizzled off into pure fuckin' hatred. In general, this whole fuckin' months been a...
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creamygoodness:
Damn, I didn't notice you drop off my friends list till you came back. Your last entry scares me, a blood clot? Is that as bad as it sounds?
abortion:
Shit man that's heavy.
Hey bud it was cool meeting you last night, i went onto Eddies after saying goodbye to the SG people it was so much better shame we couldn't get everyone else to go.
Hey bud it was cool meeting you last night, i went onto Eddies after saying goodbye to the SG people it was so much better shame we couldn't get everyone else to go.
they think its a blood clot 
k_kat:
A blood clot where? And can they remove it? Is it serious? How are you feeling now?
Sorry so many questions.
You don't have to answer them if you don't want to.
I hope you're ok right now.
Please take care of yourself.
Sorry so many questions.
You don't have to answer them if you don't want to.
I hope you're ok right now.
Please take care of yourself.
x a billion
To everyone: Its nothing personal that my friends list is empty. Im not good company. Nothings going right at moment, Im pulling up the floorboards in my mind.
I wont be back on until I get my test results back at the earliest. Thank you to everyone whos been there for me. I tresure you all.
X
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perdy:
What? hey? listen to Nadine the lady is talking a lot of sense. If you need help just reach out and take it, it isn't as hard as it seems.
k_kat:
I'm really starting to worry! Hope you are well.
Hope you are well.
She's finally sees she's a beautiful girl,
with a smile so grand she could stop the world.
With lines on her skin he sews her mouth shut,
With his finger tracing the scars.
Does this mean nothing to him?
Her screams just die out.
As she cries out her voice dies out.
Love once inside her heart, lay in my hands
Was it asked for?...
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with a smile so grand she could stop the world.
With lines on her skin he sews her mouth shut,
With his finger tracing the scars.
Does this mean nothing to him?
Her screams just die out.
As she cries out her voice dies out.
Love once inside her heart, lay in my hands
Was it asked for?...
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faye:
Sometimes I hate your journals. Not that this one is particularly bad...and it's not that I hate you...but I see myself in you. The way I used to be. Sometimes it makes me want to be there as if I could help in some strange way but I know that I can't. Sometimes I don't post at all because feelings scare me away.
Those lyrics, remind me of this song I once did (I made a CD when I was younger and all into my guitar)...it was horrible because I'm very much untalented and then, I was very unlike you and emo about everything. I should have suck with sax and jazz....meh what can ya do?
Those lyrics, remind me of this song I once did (I made a CD when I was younger and all into my guitar)...it was horrible because I'm very much untalented and then, I was very unlike you and emo about everything. I should have suck with sax and jazz....meh what can ya do?
"To Live In Infamy (& A Gun To Your Head)" 14/11/04
Broken fingers are justice,
For taking me for a ride.
You left me so lonely,
That's why Im standing here
Ripping my insides out.
You'll see me running and you'll feel my hatred
This is the feeling I get every day
Throw the petrol and the matchstick
You stupid fucker you forgot to light...
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nadine:
they do indeed!
yes and no!
yes and no!
tsui:
Ah beautiful! As I lie sweating on my bed. Mmmm lovely huh?
Found an old band of mine's demo last week. Havent listened to it in ages. It was all kinda short lived to be honest.
Ild been um'ing and ah'ing about listening to it again because it all kinda happened at a really messy time of my life and I wasnt sure how Ild react. Its only about 8 tracks long with a stupid long intro...
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Ild been um'ing and ah'ing about listening to it again because it all kinda happened at a really messy time of my life and I wasnt sure how Ild react. Its only about 8 tracks long with a stupid long intro...
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robsilver:
I'm off to ebay to look for giant hats!!!
I want a leopard print cowboy hat!!!
I want a leopard print cowboy hat!!!
faye:
haha You're awesome, thanks for chatting with us tonight it was super fun.
I hope things are good with your girl...
And as for the hacking part...don't...I know it's hard to get out of but really even if you don't see it you hurt other people too. Your friends who find out and care about you...ect...
Hope your voice feels better.
I hope things are good with your girl...
And as for the hacking part...don't...I know it's hard to get out of but really even if you don't see it you hurt other people too. Your friends who find out and care about you...ect...
Hope your voice feels better.
I was asked to front another band yesterday.
A guy Ive never spoke to in my life called Neil phoned me. Apparently he's a friend of Jim from Charger. He said he's been trying to get hold of my number for ages, since he heard our old Attika demo. Its funny, that. I aint seen that demo in so long till last week I found...
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A guy Ive never spoke to in my life called Neil phoned me. Apparently he's a friend of Jim from Charger. He said he's been trying to get hold of my number for ages, since he heard our old Attika demo. Its funny, that. I aint seen that demo in so long till last week I found...
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poppystrike:
Now that's not what I like to hear . Maybe I don't want your babies in eight years anymore 
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. Maybe I don't want your babies in eight years anymore .
poppystrike:
I didn't mean what you wrote. I meant something above 
.
.In one final scream of love,
who could climb this high?
She looks beautiful like a child.
A few tears and I wanna scream.
You know what I mean;
This is hurting no one.
...An eraser of love.
who could climb this high?
She looks beautiful like a child.
A few tears and I wanna scream.
You know what I mean;
This is hurting no one.
...An eraser of love.
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yuki:
aw, ikaruga is one of my fave games
[Ok... third journal entry of the day...]
Note to self: Forget trying 360's off dirt jumps.
Fuck.
First attempt: Sketchy
Second attempt: Not too bad
Third attempt: Pretty much nailed it
Forth attempt: Slammed... so bad!
I was unconsious for 15 minutes apparently. Tony said he heard a crunch when I hit the handle bars. I dunno what happened. Coughed up blood then vomited... not...
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Note to self: Forget trying 360's off dirt jumps.
Fuck.
First attempt: Sketchy
Second attempt: Not too bad
Third attempt: Pretty much nailed it
Forth attempt: Slammed... so bad!
I was unconsious for 15 minutes apparently. Tony said he heard a crunch when I hit the handle bars. I dunno what happened. Coughed up blood then vomited... not...
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faye:
Well I'm glad you're ok....as for me I came home from last nights show with the HUGEST headache...but it was FUCKING AWESOME, my first pit ever! But today I have a pit of a black eye, a HUGE bruise on my chest, one of my arm and a little one on the side of my face...and it was only Taking Back Sunday...fuck could you imagine me after a metal concert eep!
k_kat:
Aww shucks! No SB set.
I thought it was brilliant!
No SB set.
I thought it was brilliant!
... I think I just felt my heart in my throat
poppystrike:
I'm sorry. I'm being way too harsh. I'm just trying to not be a silly little gullable girl and I think i'm taking my ice queen image a little too far. Lets go out on Saturday and giggle ok? xXx
So waltz around the room, with that glaze in your stare.
In my tuxedo suit.
Only missing a name.
Will you lower your defenses?
Shall I lower my casket?
Open the door and open your grave.
She lay with saphires in her eyes,
but had already tied, a bracelt made of gold and a scarlet
thread around her wrist.
Everything was wrong so you sang...
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In my tuxedo suit.
Only missing a name.
Will you lower your defenses?
Shall I lower my casket?
Open the door and open your grave.
She lay with saphires in her eyes,
but had already tied, a bracelt made of gold and a scarlet
thread around her wrist.
Everything was wrong so you sang...
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poppystrike:
Heroes in a half shell. Turtle power x
i hope that this weekend is as fun for you as last weekend sounds like it was