agamemnoch

Today was a hard day. I went to the viewing for my godfather and uncle kenny who passed on a few days ago. Thank you once again to all of you who were there for me and helped out with kind words and phone calls at 3 in the morning. Seeing him lying there in his coffin was so strange, the way that his skin looked like wax and the feeling that he should open his eyes at any moment and sit upm and say hello. Him and me didn't have the greatest relationship, some of you know the story of that but he still was my uncle and I miss him already. I just wish that I could ahve talked to him one last time before he died. Which was from multiple schlerosis and pneumonia. Which scares me alot because my mother also has MS which is a horrible disease those of you who know what it is know this. She's had it for many many years about 15 or so and he only had it for about 4 or so. Some cases are mild and some not so and you never know when it will kick in. I've got to go now..... to upset. Thanks once again everyone. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Love Chris