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afugazi

Littleton, CO

Member Since 2004

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Sunday Oct 24, 2004

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The party was goodtimes, but at the party I realized two things, one I am still socially awkward and two I really need a new user name. Over the last year, I have been slowly getting better at making small talk with strangers and introducing myself, but for some reason that all went to hell tonight. I would have a good conversation with someone and then it would abruptly end and then I would sit there by myself, until I or someone else would start another conversation. Or I would forget people and/or their names, which I never do, ever. Maybe I am just too stress out with school and everything else. And about my username, for some reason I would stutter when trying to say it, or for some stupid reason I would want to put a dot com after saying my username.

Other than that I had a great time, and I enjoyed meeting everyone. And if I seemed weird or awkward tonight, I apologize, I really haven't been feeling like myself this whole week. Oh well, tomorrow is another day.

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heatherann007:
Yay for the socially retarded folks! We should start a club. biggrin Actually, it was awesome meeting you, but I sort of got pulled off in another direction for the rest of the night... or we would've talked more. I think you were the sweetest person I spoke with all night.... except that one girl at the goth bar I went to afterward... but she pulled her boob out of her corset and showed it to me, so.... wink Different story for a different day.
Oct 25, 2004
smashedpumpkin:
it seems overcoming the social awkwardness takes lots and lots of practice. and then when you think it's gone, it's still there. frown

hehe...you said dotcom? that IS pretty silly!
Oct 25, 2004

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