afterbirth

So.
About the as-yet-unnamed jerkass I was talking about last post.
He's really good.
The best I've seen.
He is not an obvious asshole.
It took even me a while to figure out what he was.
But I did see plenty of his posts and they added up to equal a phony wannabe playah.
If he thinks you're smart, he'll approach you on an intellectual level.
If he thinks you're "troubled", he'll be the reassuring voice of reason.
If he thinks you're a wild child, he'll let you know he can get pretty crazy too.
You get the idea.
He thinks he's really charming and good-looking.
And in fact he is.
More charming and good-looking than me, even!
I admit it.
People know him.
People like him.
Girls love him.
His, I believe, girlfriend is an SG.
He is a friend of some yours.
Some of you for whom I have the utmost respect.
He's fucking good, you guys.
But he doesn't fool me.
He may be pretty much unassailable, but he's not real.
He's trapped inside his own self-image.
Trapped by his ego, which feeds off of the attention of pretty girls.
It does not go hungry.
Should I leave more clues?
Shall we make this a game?
Would you like a prize if you guess right?
Except for the 2 of you who KNOW.
Hmmmm.
Another clue.
He travels a lot.
He visits his hot friends a lot.

Anyhoo, I got the new SLAYER album!!!!!


I ordered a new PC yesterday.
I ordered 2 gigs more RAM for my G5 as well.
With all the video editing I've been doing it's been slowing waaaay doooowwnnn....
But that reminds me- I'm making a ROCKumentary from my days on the road with my old band, which features us, Sonic Youth, Pavement, and Royal Trux.
It'll be about 2 hours long and is called:

THE YEAR AFTER PUNK BROKE

I will be giving it away for free at some point in the near future.

So, I have this love/hate relationship with Posh.
She knows nothing about it.
I'm a bit beneath her notice.
I hope to kill her in World of Warcraft someday, to avenge her (friends') involvement in the forced archiving of Aijin.
Plus, it annoys me that she doesn't pay attention to me, although she DID respond to me today, so maybe I'll forgive her a little.
Plus she's so damned cute:


Please don't think I'm an overly negative person.
I don't really take any of this stuff seriously - I just have these feelings about people that I find interesting.
Like "why does this guy annoy me so much"?
So I let go and vent.
It's good fun.
Actually I'm a "posi" as Horrorbabbles calls it.

JUST WONDERIN:

1) What's your favorite meal of the day, generally?

2) How do you like your coffee?

3) What's the best make-out album?

4) Ernie or Bert?

5) Have you ever had a sexual fantasy about a fictional character? Who?