afterbirth

RANT WARNING:

Ok.
There's this guy I HATE.
With a passion.
He's a member of this site.
I do not know him.
But I have him pegged.
I know his deal.
I've known guys exactly like him.
He is a type.
He is a big phony.
I've made it my life's work to mock and harass assholes like him.
I can't say who he is.
Some of you are his friend.
I've left mocking comments following his comments on people's journals.
They've gotten mad at me.
My comments were deleted.
That's fine.
I should keep my mouth shut sometimes.
But he's got some of you fooled, I think.
I'm sorry, I don't hold it against you, but I actually will not comment on a page which he has commented on.
His fake concern, understanding, knowledge, "sexiness", worldliness, sophistication all make me want to puke.
His message is always:

"Hey, babe, I know exactly how you feel - no one could understand you like I do - here, check this out, I found it special for you, babe"....

IT IS AN ACT.
HE IS A FOOL.
HE IS ACTING OUT A ROLE.
HE IS NOT GENUINE.
HE IS NOT COOL.
HE LIES TO HIMSELF ABOUT WHO HE IS.

People like him are all twisted inside because they feel they can't actually live up to their facade.
Ah, their carefully created facade.
He's the kind of person whom everyone likes and is so shocked cos he snaps one day and kills himself and his family cos he can't take the pressure of living a lie.
Not a lie like he's gay or anything, just the lie of his "perfect life and personality".
It doesn't sound like much to you or I, but these people are freaks.
They play the game very well, all the while despising themselves.
He would deny this of course, but that's because he doesn't realize it himself, which only creates more pressure.
Again, he is a type, I've known people like this.
I've had close friends, family members, and casual friends who were like this.
They jump out at me.
I have like gaydar for these types.

Anyway, it KILLS me when I see friends I love on this site buying into his weird fantasy personna.
I also can't name him because no one would believe me (feel free to guess though!).
It's frustrating.
Plus I swear he poaches friends from my list.

Ah well, what can you do?
I think I feel better now, at least...

Um.
So.
That's probably enough text for one post!
Both Anaxarete and I were quite taken by Nana's set:

I tend to like less "professional"-looking sets, but this was quite well done, and she's beautiful.

This is the last day I'm going to post my cd give away list.
If you have (or want to) claimed one or more, please message me where you want it sent.
("Hits" indicates a collection of my favorite songs from that band)

JUST WONDERIN:

1) Have you had Ben & Jerry's Vermonty Python????

2) Do you have to pee right now?

3) Are you hungry?

4) What did you last eat?

5) Does size matter?