So I seem to be experiencing a moderate amount of peace at the moment. I have lost all creativity for this. but peace has come and I pray to the heavens that it's here to stay.
I was actually able to read last night, which is a major thing. I have not been able to read as of late; my mind would wander all over... Read More
Man, I just don't know what to think of anything anymore. These past few months have been such a fucking rollercoaster, I can't tell up from down and left from right. It's true that I've realized things about Krysten. There are some things that make a relationship with her difficult. Maybe we weren't really "meant to be."
However, I cannot fathom how I could be... Read More
I watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind again last night and that is a DAMN fine movie. Aside from the mind wiping, there seem to be a few parallels between Joel and Clementine's relationship and my previous one. shite. It probably wasn't in the best interest of my mental health to watch that movie, but I felt compelled, I had to. I don't regret... Read More
You liked that snowman huh? I guess it's got some appeal. Maybe I'll bring it back. Anyway... Why are the Japanese crazy? Yes, the pornography is a telltale sign. I mean, all the pent up aggression! "You want me to fuck you until you bleed don't you!? You want me to HURT YOU!" and twenty armed tentacle monsters raping little girls and shoving things into every orifice. Fucked up.
But also this goddamn love of the Cute. Office Lady's. Salarymen. The whole goddamn ant colony mentality. Do we even need to jump into pop culture? Ow.
Maybe it's about time that I vented myself and addressed some truths that a person would find objectionable. I believe I'm innately a pretty nice guy, but I have to do this.
like addressing the fact that after three years you still don't know how to physically please a man. That time when you went down on me and I came was weak.
On here, people only know of you what you tell them. There are no outside references to check.
You can choose to create a new identity and people will be unable to see your own hypocrisies and contradictions between what you say and your actual life.
Naturally rainbow suspenders make the world abetter place to be. This reminds me of my cool rainbow belt that I just now realized is missing...hmm...it seems ihave a mystery on my hands...
Note to self: Looking through an old yearbook is NOT the best way to get over a person.
And when you have nobody to turn to, what do you do? Why, you go searching for people you haven't talked to in ages! I've been meaning to call Shelley for the longest time, but apparently I don't have her phone number. This may require a bit... Read More
yea, couldn't seem to figure out how to respond to your comment directly so ere go. What do I teach? Nothing right now, but soon I'm going to South Korea to teach English. But i had to choose and occupation and it sounded better then "server" at Applebees
Recently posted some pictures of my hot self. not many, though.
For the love of Jeebuz, can things be okay now? please? I'm sick and tired of this damn rollercoaster. And I'm sick of sitting in front of this damn computer.
Two things are for certain: 1) A trip to Duluth! 2) A trip to Chicago to visit Jason!