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Dream: The ex e-mails me and tells me that she got drunk for the first time last night. For some reason, we plan to meet at some school during the after hours. We actually hit it off and have a good time. The chemistry is there and we're actually having a pretty darn good time and we plan to have a little fun in dark empty classroom. Because this is a dream and nothing actually has to make sense, we get caught by a cop and arrested for indecent exposure. but she and I don't care. we're all snarky and annoying towards him and reveling in our condescension and just wait for our parents, of all people, to pick us up from the school. Later, I'm walking up and down 65 at night, lost and listening to some new song by The The.

Why did this dream come and make me miss something I'm trying to forget? Why can't I have prophetic dreams?? That would be nice if this was a prophetic dream. But y'know, it would make me happy if there was at least communication established between the two of us. That'd be nice . . .

Speaking of exes, I just discovered that Jessica has a boyfriend. So I guess I can forget any chances of participating in some casual affection with her. shucks. ah well. I would like to see her sometime, though. I think we'd have a good time.

Today I'm off to the casino to play a bit of black jack. I do likes the black jack. and this is a boring entry . . .