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I am spending christmas alone. That actually makes me really happy. It's been very peaceful so far.

I'm at a point this week with things that have been happening that makes things so hard to foresee. I look at what I think my life will be like even just one year from now, and I don't even know where I will live. I'd like to have someone completely impartial to the entire situation, but there just isn't anyone. The people I normally go to now prefer I didn't. I don't know where I'm going with this. I think I need to write in my paper journal more.

I don't have any plans on new years, that's shitty.

There is a plus side...how some things just don't change. Falling back into old steps. Good steps.