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I had just typed up this long entry about things with me...and well fuck the internet because now it's all gone.

Short version:

I can't see the friends that I feel like would really help me through this.
I can't get the space I need to feel comfortable again. (Mentally, physically, etc)
I have completely immersed myself in my video game. It is keeping me as calm as possible right now. Therapeutic.
I'm sick of people telling me they understand, or when I try to vent, they turn it around and make it about them. Everytime. I'm just done talking about it now.

I don't see a solution at this point, so I'm just going to see where things go.





I am fully aware that this chocolate frosting I have been eating is the cause of my stomach aches, but I can't make myself stop eating it by the spoonful. Chocolate is my band-aid.