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Everything seems to be blowing up in my face right now. The only constant is Josh, who is still freaking amazing. I dont know how I got so lucky.

Within the last week:

-the plates on my vehicle are suspended. Apparently I cant have out of state insurance, thanks. So, now I have to buy a new insurance policy, which I might add...I can't afford.

-my credit cards wont increase my limit, therefore leaving my backup option for being broke.

-My lease ends September 31, and my roommate doesn't intend to renew it with me. I know of one person that would probably be willing to be a more permanent member of the house (seeing as she's been crashing here for a while) but I really dont want to live with her that long. With my vacation to Chicago in september that I already bought tickets for....that leaves me with no money to afford a down payment on a new place. Well shit.

-I can't get a hold of my good for nothing mother. I guess that makes sense seeing as she owes me nearly 40 grand.

-The van has a leak, or thats my assumption. Every couple of days my brake lights come on, so I add more brake fluid and then they seem to be fine. But last time I checked, I shouldnt be going through a bottle of brake fluid every month. On top of that, she seems to be barely shifting nowadays, and transmission issues are definitely not something I have money for.

-Slow season at work is right around the corner, and I have no money saved up due to these nonstop financial problems. Why now? Can't life wait to fuck me over until next fall?


If it wasn't for him, I would be a complete mess right now. Thank you