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Today is a good day. Things at work are picking up and the money situation should be as bad as it is here in a few weeks. I have plans to actually go out and do things, which is a nice change. Its great feeling like Im part of something again.

I found my camera in my van....it must have fallen out of my purse. Im just so happy I found it. Expect pictures to come!

My tax refund should be here any day, and one credit card will be paid off. Which is fantastico. After that, I can pay off the other one and get my tattoo.

Im also contemplating staying in Arizona for a few months after my lease is up to continue saving money to move to portland. I feel so rushed right now, and I want to make sure I have everything in order before I jump into anything. I need to take some time to relax. The past few years have felt so rushed.

John and I are coming up on our 1 year anniversary, although we dated on and off before we starting this exclusive relationship too. So its been a long time.

This is us the first day we met:




I felt so beautiful that weekend. I love him, I really do. Sometimes i want to kill him, but he's still always going to be important to me.




Im so happy right now. I feel like weight has been lifted. So much isnt figured out but knowing that things are finally starting to turn around feels amazing.

My van hit 164000 miles! Woohoo! Ive put 50 thousand on it in a year. Hard to believe someone can drive so much!

Aaaaand round 2 of arcade games and DDR with Merit is wednesday. I cant wait. Im not very good at DDR anymore. Any sense of foot- eye coordination or balance has died.


I have a few possible shoots coming up also, so stay tuned!