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Monday May 22, 2006

May 21, 2006
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I got a message today from someone I havent seen in about a decade. Its crazy. This is what he said:

"Of course, I remember you.

I remember when Ms. Kenes sat you next to me because I'm pretty sure that you were good at distracting people and I was good at not getting distracted. And sometimes during class you would just giggle about things and look over as if I were supposed to reciprocate, then I would.
And you used to turn in any assignment in first, and I think that you would manage to always run up to the tray to do so.
And then there were the water fights with Nick Stewert and Traca.
But I suppose that was awhile ago, and none of that may have any relevance to who you are today. Do you remember me at all?"


He is referring to second grade right there. And Im still the same person, oddly enough. I still giggle alot, and I dont pass up chances for water fights. I had one IN my house once, I got shit for that one. I mean, hose and everything.

Things you wont care about:


SPOILERS! (Click to view)

JankyJohnbob: what would you do if i died?
CorrosiveFlmingo: i would inevitably fall into a hole of self pity and morbid curiousity on how much of any substance my body could handle
JankyJohnbob: but someone else would come along
CorrosiveFlmingo: people always come along, but even now, I always find myself coming back to you.


later....

JankyJohnbob: were you the liar, or was he?
CorrosiveFlmingo: he was, but we both could have been. I was lying to myself thinking i deserved what i was getting from him
JankyJohnbob: yeah
JankyJohnbob: i don't want you to ever put up with my shit like that
JankyJohnbob: you don't deserve it
CorrosiveFlmingo: i wouldnt
CorrosiveFlmingo: if i ever saw a resemblance of him in you in any way i would be gone.
JankyJohnbob: good
CorrosiveFlmingo: i know alot of people say they would give up on the opposite sex, but if i felt like you reminded me of him, that would be the end of it
CorrosiveFlmingo: that would just show me that even the best ones are completely fucked up, and I wouldnt put myself through that again
JankyJohnbob: im by no means the best
CorrosiveFlmingo: but I think so.
JankyJohnbob: but im not
JankyJohnbob: ive done things im not proud of
CorrosiveFlmingo: Maybe not to everyone you arent, but to me you are.
CorrosiveFlmingo: everyone does
JankyJohnbob: ive fucked up before
CorrosiveFlmingo: what like I havent?
CorrosiveFlmingo: me, who walks off of roofs and doesnt even know why?
CorrosiveFlmingo: Im a walking crazy person
JankyJohnbob: you were young then
CorrosiveFlmingo: but the same tendencies are still in me
CorrosiveFlmingo: I just am more aware of when I fuck myself over now




CorrosiveFlmingo: so ive been talking to a bot for over 2 hours
CorrosiveFlmingo: it wont leave me alone
CorrosiveFlmingo: and i dont have the heart to block it
CorrosiveFlmingo: damnit, i just did
CorrosiveFlmingo: im such a damned liar
CorrosiveFlmingo: when you see me on tv as a crazy person running around in the streets, tell the media i was sort of normal once.
liquidflames18: hahahaha
CorrosiveFlmingo: Im going insane
CorrosiveFlmingo: i keep convincing myself i see spiders on my bed, so i get off, realize nothing is there, then get back on
CorrosiveFlmingo: only to do it again later
liquidflames18: you're psychotic lol
CorrosiveFlmingo: yeah. I dont sleep hardly at all anymore. Ive been playing mental tetris all night on how im fitting all my shit into my van on friday, and the music is there too.

VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
marlamay:
i like your profile pic love good luck with the SG thing wink
May 22, 2006
thatwhichisnot:
To be mental can be rewarding, depending on how you do it. Good luck with your tetris.
May 22, 2006

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