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I have been working like crazy. Good work though. I cannot believe I leave for a "business trip" in two weeks. It would appear as though I am an adult. And a semi-independant one at that! Scratch that - I am. I finally make enough money to pay for myself! That's exciting. So is the weather. It's beautiful here and I am going to enjoy...
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I realize that I can no longer put a new picture up here. My images are too recognizable now becasuse of my tattoos. If someone wanted to notice me on here - they definately could. So strange.

Work is a way to distract yourself from your life. It's devastatingly effective.

Trial by fire. FIrst Official week done. Over fifty hours of working and socializing. So yeah.

Just tell the universe what you want. It's listening. It works.

If you aren't "us, then you're them". When did I become us? I don''t think I mind. In fact, I thnk I like it.

Ink can absorb lyric and song
because I can feel myself willing
not to dial you
after sitting beneath the needle for hours on end where they play songs
that are so much a part of you.

But you don't satisfy a part of me.
Your negativity was exhausting.
I choose to be positive
and if I choose to attract positive I cannot choose you....
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I spelled strange incorrectly in my last post. Can I get a witness? Wow.
Taxes are complete. 2007 is so much sweeter than 2006.
Last day of school.
Sleeve finished next week.
Online shopping is more fun than shopping in "real life".
That profile pic doesn't even look like me.
I'm reading four books at the same time. I should just quit.

"So if she...
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I stated this starng trip over two years ago. April 2005. And now I am nearly completed with it and have been handed a career. Literally. Handed a career.

I finally have two things.
1. My natural hair color back.
2. A recording of me singing in a bar.

Priceless.

Eating with someone for the first time is always dreadful.
I take small bites.
I dab at my mouth as if I am in a french restaurant.
I do not order pie, or rather I
just order the pie.
I save my habit of ordering dessert at the same time as my meal
for later dates when he's already fucked me,
after I've seen his...
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