I will be making no personal trips in the coming months. I'm being responsible and paying down bils. I will be right here in my hometown reading and working and drinking with my famous awesome friends. Rough patches pop up in love. Sometimes they pop up for years. You weather them out or you bail. I'm not the girl who bails anymore. I'm the one who missteps at times. But I don't bail. I think physical attraction is much more pulling than emotional attraction. Really, I'm sure of it. So curse and call me a bitch, it's ok.